to write or not to write???

that is the question. In my last blog I wrote about looking for friends little did I know that Troy Dunn would comment on my blog. I took his advise and have located Kate thru here father's name they still live at the same address. I'm pretty sure I have found Kate's address and now the question is do i write her a letter letting her know I have been looking for her or not??? I'm scared bc what if she doesn't want to hear from me? what if she forgot about me? Or maybe she has been thinking about me and looking for me. Yesterday I looked for my old letters (I save everything lol)I had some good laughs and fond memories looking at them. I don't know what I should do half of me says yes do it the other half says no she prob forgot about me and has moved on in her life come on it has been 8 years or so. But I know if I do write and I don't hear back than yes she has moved on in her life so I guess Ill type up the letter address it and than go from there little steps I guess. I just hope she is still touch with Mary she is the next one I need to find, any opinions will be greatly appreciated :o)

Looking for old friends

Ok so I have been thinking about some old friends I lost touch with a lot lately. Its probably been about 8 or 9 years since i have seen them or had any type of contact with them. So I have continuted my search for them. I started looking for them and than we moved and things were a little crazy, but i never stopped thinking about them. I think if i find one of them I can find the oter one i have been looking all over the place, facebook, myspace, yellowpages, whitepages no luck I have names similar to that but nothing defanate. The hard part is this I know one of my friends is now married well she got married i want to say in 99 or 2000 that was the last time i saw them both at kates wedding. Ok it was 99 bc I still lived on Linden Avenue, and I lost touch with them after the flood. We moved and its been a scramble since than. Mary could be married now but I dont know. They both went to collage in CA so trying to trck them down has been kind of hard. Im going to look for old letters and see if I can find anytype of info what so ever that can link me to either one of them. I thought I had a link to Kate when a girl on facebook had the same name as her younger sister but it was someone with the same name dang. Im glad i was reconnected with Caryn this year via facebook that was another person I was looking for. I was half tempted to call that guy on that locator show Troy Dunn (the we tv show) I have never said anything to Chris about looking for mary and kate maybe I should what do I do. Ok so if anyone reads this and see this maybe someone will Know them so here it goes. Kate Gardner (mn-Bazzone) and Mary Levine Its been a hard long process I just want to find them and maybe reconnect with them its been too long. I think about them every day and i wonder how they are and whats new in their lives I miss them greatly. Wish me luck and If you read this and know them tell them im looking for them please.

oh the holidays are nearing

as the holidays get closer I sit and think of all the holidays past. This year will be mine and Chris' 2nd married christmas our first in the house and hopefuly our last as just husband and wife (hopefuly next christmas we are mom and dad) We have the tree up and its all decorated with pretty lights and the orinments of my childhood and the new ones we got as a couple, a few i gave to him and all my tinkerbell ones i have been receiving over the years. I still have gifts to get for family and friends but i still have some time. Oh the joys of getting the outside lights hung is going to be oh so fun chris has to work all weekend due to invatory. So i will try to get them hung saturday along with the food shopping, cleaning of the house and other fun saturday things. As the time gets closer to christmas he gets a little blue due to the lose of his brother 11 years ago on the 20th so this gets very sad. But he will get thur it like he always does :o)

Oh so much to do I'll get to it maybe do some work during this very slow time of the year lol